So wait, you're asking for feedback but actively rejecting it when you don't like what we say? That makes tons of sense.
Also, you should know that you're constantly judged when you do things that other people see. That's just how public exhibitions work. If you want to look smart (or smarter, I guess), type in complete comprehendable sentences. If you want to look like you know what you're doing, practice until you have something decent to show off. But don't start whining when people aren't blown away by your first mashup of brushes and textures.