A). you want to beat a game that is really unbeatable, and you can never really "master" it either.
B). just let me say i have never seen you play, so i could be horribly wrong by what i am about to say. ALOT of the better players have been playing ALOT longer than a month. but, just because you've played this game for a long time doesn't necessarily mean you are going to be good. this game takes time, like others, to get the hang of the ball flight, movements, and jumps. if you can't jump or move like everyone else you are certainly going to be an easy target for the more experienced players. i realize not everyone that comes to this game has had a background in FPS gaming, i myself started FPS with this game and let me tell you, it was tough to get the hang of at first. i didn't resort to hacks to help me improve my game or "hang with the big boys". so for you to come in here and tell all of us that you needed the hacks to survive, is pretty sad. we all took the time to learn the game and get the hang of it without hacks.
C). not every hack is detected, you're right, but most of the more popular ones are. and since they are popular, they are the ones most often used. so if there are people out there that are "blatantly" hacking, they will be caught and banned. i highly doubt there are that many hackers out there. if there are they suck so bad they go unnoticed in pubs, but end up getting caught by the cheat detection.
why don't you worry about yourself and play your game. why would you need hacks to keep up with everyone else? just practice and learn, you will get the hang of it. now you have to wait out your ban. there is no way your ban will be lifted, no matter how hard you try. i suggest you find something else to do with your time, instead of wasting it on this forum trying to justify what you did.
you cheat, you get banned. end of story.