nah. If you would play the game first time now, then you would like it aswell. Dont you remember how you learned how to move in the game, then learned to know a few maps. Then learned that there are clans and there is a competitive level in this game. And then at one point you found out that there are excrementload of maps for this game, one cooler than another, and you just had to explore them and get to know them. Those were cool times. And then you got to be a little known in the community, you started making statements in the forums, maybe even created something for the game, either a map, a dp based website, bought a server, etc.
When that exploring time is over you need something more. The quantity of good teams is quite low so matching those, who you think are worth, get boring quite fast. But you still keep going, because you like matching with the members of your clan and idling in mirc because of the habit.
Then it gets really boring to you, especially when something in irl gets as important as you dont have any time to spare. Then you just start to fade away. You still might play once in awhile. Hop to irc. Post in forums (knack \m/).