Author Topic: Loial me! (Read 30196 times)

loial21 · « **on:** June 02, 2007, 03:34:39 AM »

Never hunger
Never prosper
I have fallen prey to failure
Struggle within
Triggered again
Now the candle burns at both ends

Twisting under schizophrenia
Falling deep into dementia

Old habits reappear, fighting the fear of fear.

Growing conspiracy, everyones after me.

Frayed ends of sanity!
Hear them calling?
Hear them calling me!

Birth of terror.
Death of much more.
I'm the slave of fear, my captor.

Never warnings.
Spreading its wings.
As I wait for the horror she brings.

Loss of interest,question,wonder...
Waves of fear they pull me under...

Old habits reappear.
Fighting the fear of fear.
Growing conspiracy.
Everyones after me.

Frayed ends of sanity!
Hear them calling?
Hear them calling me!

Into run, I am sinking.
Hostage of this nameless feeling.
Hell is set free.
Flooded Ill be.
Feel the undertow inside me...

Height, hell, time, haste, terror, tension!
Life, death, want, waste, mass depression!

Old habits reappear.
Fighting the fear of fear.
Growing conspiracy!

Myself is after me!

Frayed ends of sanity!
Hear them calling?

Frayed ends of sanity!
Hear them calling?
Hear them calling me!

Ah-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!

loial21 · « **Reply #1 on:** June 29, 2007, 06:54:58 AM »

Dyer's Eve:

Dear Mother
Dear Father

What Is this Hell You Have Put Me Through?

Believer
Deceiver
Day in Day out Live My Life Through You
Pushed onto Me What's Wrong or Right
Hidden from this Thing That They Call Life!!!

Dear Mother
Dear Father
Every Thought I'd Think You'd Disapprove
Curator
Dictator
Always Censoring My Every Move!!!

Children Are Seen But Are Not Heard.

Tear out Everything Inspired!

Innocence...
Torn from Me Without Your Shelter
Barred Reality,
I'm Living Blindly!!!!

Dear Mother!!!
Dear Father!!!

Time Has Frozen Still What's Left to Be
Hear Nothing.
Say Nothing.

Cannot Face the Fact I Think for Me.
No Guarantee,it's Life as Is.
But darn You for Not Giving Me My Chance!

Dear Mother!
Dear Father!

You've Clipped My Wings Before I Learned to Fly.

Unspoiled, Unspoken! I've Outgrown That meddling Lullaby
Same Thing I've Always Heard from You
Do as I Say Not as I Do.

Innocence,
Torn from Me Without Your Shelter.
Barred Reality.
I'm Living Blindly.

I'm in Hell Without You,
Cannot Cope Without You Two!

Shocked at the World That I See!
Innocent, Victim please Rescue Me!

Dear Mother!
Dear Father!
Hidden in Your World You've Made for Me
I'm Seething, I'm Bleeding!
Ripping Wounds in Me That Never Heal!
Undying Spite I Feel for You!
Living out this Hell You Always Knew!!!!!!!!!!

Love to hate your choices.

PainKe · « **Reply #2 on:** June 29, 2007, 07:07:18 AM »

GG. Did you do that yourself?

Gold_Leader · « **Reply #3 on:** June 29, 2007, 03:19:22 PM »

A creature made of sunshine
Her eyes were like the sky
Rabbit howls like something old
As we twitch to a lullaby
The scapel shines in god's sunshine
The Streetlights whisper pain
Down here near the poison stream
Our god has gone insane

She smiles like a child with flowers in her hair
With blood on her hands
Into the sun she stares
She feels it die
I heard her cry

She smiles like a child with flowers in her hair
With blood on her hands
Into the sun she stares
She feels it die
I heard her cry...
Like the scream of the butterfly

Sunshine in the house of flames
She loves it where she gets it
But it's never felt the same
Surgery, in the house of dissection
When your candle burns out..I'll resurrect you
She runs
Through fields of daisies
Yeah, it's just a shame that they eat their own babies
Who cares
Cos the air is free
When you get there will you kiss the dead for me?

There's blood on the moon and the summer is cold
There's love in the room
But baby that's getting old
There's blood on my face sittin' on uhh dead shore
A highway,highway of emptiness and I'm getting bored

There's blood on the moon as we plan our escape
The goddess in bloom
Handcuffed and raped
There's blood in the bathtub baby
Murder the king
There's blood on the moon
There's blood on just about everything

Sunshine in the house of flames
She loves it where she gets it
But it's never felt the same
Surgery, in the house of dissection
When your candle burns out..I'll resurrect you
She runs
Through fields of daisies
Yeah, it's just a shame that they eat their own babies
Who cares
Cos the air is free
When you get there will you kiss the dead for me?

Something cold is forced inside her
A tears spill down her cheek
Stillborn songs of a dead dreamer
Hymn's of a needle freak

With sunlight in her hair she smiles like she don't care
Her dreams of liquid blue
I cut my self again and again to remind myslef of you

She smiles like a child with flowers in her hair
With blood on her hands
Into the sun she stares
She feels it die
I heard her cry...
She smiles like a child with flowers in her hair
With blood on her hands
Into the sun she stares
She feels it die
I heard her cry...
Like the scream of the butterfly
I like the scream of the butterfly

I met an angel with a sawed-off shotgun
Wanted by the FBI
We dropped some acid
Killed our parents
Then we hit the road

I like the scream of the butterfly

Edgecrusher · « **Reply #4 on:** June 29, 2007, 04:53:04 PM »

Loial is this Metallica?

loial21 · « **Reply #5 on:** June 30, 2007, 12:35:19 AM »

As always.

And sometimes more.

blaa · « **Reply #6 on:** June 30, 2007, 01:29:42 PM »

As He Came Into The Window
It Was The Sound Of A Crescendo
He Came Into Her Apartment
He Left The Bloodstains On The Carpet
She Ran Underneath The Table
He Could See She Was Unable
So She Ran Into The Bedroom
She Was Struck Down, It Was Her Doom

Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok, Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok, Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok, Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok, Are You Ok, Annie

(Annie Are You Ok)
(Will You Tell Us That You're Ok)
(There's A Sign In The Window)
(That He Struck You-A Crescendo Annie)
(He Came Into Your Apartment)
(He Left The Bloodstains On The Carpet)
(Then You Ran Into The Bedroom)
(You Were Struck Down)
(It Was Your Doom)

Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
You've Been Hit By
You've Been Hit By-
A Smooth Criminal

So They Came Into The Outway
It Was Sunday-What A Black Day
Mouth To Mouth Resus-Citation
Sounding Heartbeats-Intimidations

Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie
Annie Are You Ok
So, Annie Are You Ok
Are You Ok Annie

(Annie Are You Ok)
(Will You Tell Us That You're Ok)
(There's A Sign In The Window)
(That He Struck You-A Crescendo Annie)
(He Came Into Your Apartment)
(He Left The Bloodstains On The Carpet)
(Then You Ran Into The Bedroom)
(You Were Struck Down)
(It Was Your Doom)

(Annie Are You Ok)
(So, Annie Are You Ok)
(Are You Ok Annie)
(You've Been Hit By)
(You've Been Struck By-
A Smooth Criminal)

Okay, I Want Everybody
To Clear The Area Right Now!

Aaow!
(Annie Are You Ok)
I Don't Know!
(Will You Tell Us, That You're Ok)
I Don't Know!
(There's A Sign In The Window)
I Don't Know!
(That He Struck You-A Crescendo Annie)
I Don't Know!
(He Came Into Your Apartment)
I Don't Know!
(Left Bloodstains On The Carpet)
I Don't Know Why Baby!
(Then You Ran Into The Bedroom)
I Don't Know!
(You Were Struck Down)
(It Was Your Doom-Annie!)
(Annie Are You Ok)
Dad Gone It-Baby!
(Will You Tell Us, That You're Ok)
Dad Gone It-Baby!
(There's A Sign In The Window)
Dad Gone It-Baby!
(That He Struck You-A Crescendo Annie)
Hoo! Hoo!
(He Came Into Your Apartment)
Dad Gone It!
(Left Bloodstains On The Carpet)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
(Then You Ran Into The Bedroom)
Dad Gone It!
(You Were Struck Down)
(It Was Your Doom-Annie!)
Aaow!!!

loial21 · « **Reply #7 on:** July 14, 2007, 01:25:44 AM »

When a man lies he murders some part of his world.

blaa · « **Reply #8 on:** July 14, 2007, 02:51:18 AM »

empty cage rattles the most

loial21 · « **Reply #9 on:** July 15, 2007, 04:01:27 AM »

Nice.

loial21 · « **Reply #10 on:** July 17, 2007, 03:55:41 AM »

"I'm overjoyed at all the games I'm playing here with you today, but I'm so sad the party's over and we can no longer play. You think you are going home, to your little bed? But that's impossible! YOU CAN'T SLEEP WHEN YOUR DEAD!"

STAY AWAY FROM CAPTAIN HOWDY....

It happened in the broad daylight. So unexpected came the knife...a child's scream sliced through the air...but no one came or no one seemed to care. (N0000OOOOooooo!)

The man's description did little good....a local stranger from the neighborhood. Those little kids ohh, he left behind...with thier mangled mines and their tortured minds...

Since he didn't seem to care don't you only think it's fair?

LET NO MERCY SHOW!!! DON'T LET HIM GO!!!

The man was caught and brought before a judge. Who, had just returned a three drink lunch. His Lawyer screamed "YOU MUST SET HIM FREE!!!" and off he went on a technicality...(

The mob assembled...smoke filled the air...and marched in anger to do what is fair!!!

To bring justice to the souless thing....and show the others what evil brings!!!!!!

Now before you shake your head. Think if this was you child instead.

Rape is bad.

Edgecrusher · « **Reply #11 on:** July 19, 2007, 03:36:55 AM »

Invest time, invest life
invest it all, reinvent yourself
before you know it
your essence is renewed with something fresh
Your will, your way
will earn respect in your day
let the glory sharpened knife
carve the future of your life
let's not praise the past, just a fact
Built to last
old school or the new
doesn't mean a thing if your heart's not true
greedy ones faded fast, we're here
Built to last
For the fun, not a fad
the love and the truth so powerful
work out the snags of the past
work out the snags that won't last
mistakes have finished my brothers
mistakes will guide all the others
Your will, your way
might shape a better day
eradicate the stagnancy
eradicate it like disease
as we've seen around the world
We won't go away
cause we'll always feel this way
We're here to stay
and our impact will be felt
We won't go away
if we feel it, we feel it
We're here to stay
Built to last

loial21 · « **Reply #12 on:** July 22, 2007, 05:53:43 AM »

Nicely done.

This has and all they have done has hit me hard. As is evident in my postals.

More on them latly.

now the show....for u freaks.

Long live rock.....

What the hell's going on around here? !!!!

(Emoition 13).

First off-let's take it from the start.

Straight out-can't change what's in a warriors heart!

No one-can tear my beliefs apart, you can't bring me down!.

You ain't-never seen no one like us prevail-regardless us. NO matter what the cost might be.

The power flows inside of us! You can't bring us down!

Never-fall as long as we try. We refuse to be a part of your lie!

Even-if it means we die!

You can't bring us down! You...can't...bring...us...down!

Who the hell you calling crazy?

You wouldn't know what crazy was if Charles Manson was eating fruitloops on your front porch!

Time out-let's get something clear..I speak more truth than you want to hear. Scapegoat-to cover up our fear. You can't bring us bring us...bring us down.

You ain't-never seen so much might fight for-what we know is right!

What up you got yourself a fight?

You can't bring us down!!!

Stand up, we'll all sing along together-ain't nothin' as strong!!!

Won't quit we ain't in the wrong, you can't bring us

You...can't...bring...me...down!

Bring me down-you can't bring me down!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down, no!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down!
Bring me down-you can't bring me
down, you can't bring me down!

Tell them what's up Rocky!

You...can't...bring...me...down!

Bring me down-you can't bring me down!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down, no!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down!
Bring me down-you can't bring me
down, you can't bring me down!

So why you trying to bring me?

Well you can't bring me down...No, no, no, no
Can't bring me down....No, no, no, no, no, no
Can't bring me down....No, no, no, no, no, no
Can't bring me down....No, no, no, no, no, no

So why you trying to bring?

Well you can't bring me down!

Just cause you don't understand what's going on don't mean it don't make no sense and just cause you don't like it, don't mean it ain't no good
and let me tell you something;

Before you go taking a walk in my world, you better take a look at the real world!

Cause this ain't no Mister Roger's Neighborhood!

Can you say "feel like excrement"?
Yea maybe sometimes I do feel like excrement
I ain't happy 'bout it, but I'd rather feel
like excrement than be full of excrement!

And if I offended you, oh I'm sorry...
But maybe you need to be offended
But here's my apology and one more thing...intercourse you!

Cos you...can't...bring...me...down!

Bring me down-you can't bring me down!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down, no!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down, no!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down, no!
Bring me down-you can't bring me
down, you can't bring me down!

Can't bring me down!
Can't bring me down!
Can't bring me down!

Suicidal!

loial21 · « **Reply #13 on:** July 22, 2007, 05:57:51 AM »

pERHAPS. MICheal my ears should have been the lewd singer for matallickall

+billy milano MOD!

Gold_Leader · « **Reply #14 on:** July 22, 2007, 04:28:10 PM »

Woe to you, Oh Earth and Sea, for the Devil sends the
beast with wrath, because he knows the time is short...
Let him who hath understanding reckon the number of the
beast for it is a human number, its number is Six hundred and
sixty six."

I left alone my mind was blank
I needed time to think to get the memories from my mind

What did I see can I believe that what I saw
that night was real and not just fantasy

Just what I saw in my old dreams were they
reflections of my warped mind staring back at me

'Cos in my dream it's always there the evil face that twists my mind
and brings me to despair

The night was black was no use holding back
'Cos I just had to see was someone watching me
In the mist dark figures move and twist
Was this all for real or some kind of hell
666 the number of the beast
Hell and fire was spawned to be released

Torches blazed and sacred chants were praised
As they start to cry hands held to the sky
In the night the fires burning bright
The ritual has begun Satan's work is done
666 the number of the beast
Sacrifice is going on tonight

This can't go on I must inform the law
Can this still be real or just some crazy dream
But I feel drawn towards the evil chanting hordes
They seem to mesmerise me ... can't avoid their eyes
666 the number of the beast
666 the one for you and me

I'm coming back I will return
And I'll possess your body and I'll make you burn
I have the fire I have the force
I have the power to make my evil take it's course

loial21 · « **Reply #15 on:** July 26, 2007, 05:59:17 AM »

smiles with glee.

Wee! The beast of the earth and sea! Wee!

Salute!

Gold_Leader · « **Reply #16 on:** July 26, 2007, 02:23:28 PM »

A little bit of Iron Maiden never hurt anyone.

loial21 · « **Reply #17 on:** August 07, 2007, 04:40:19 AM »

Nither did this ol phellar from over-there.....

Aghem "Really don't mind if you sit this one out."

(Flutes)
My words but a whisper -- your deafness a SHOUT!

I may make you feel but I can't make you think. Your sperm's in the gutter and your love's in the sink.

So you ride yourselves over the fields and you make all your animal deals.... and your wise men don't know how it feels...... to be thick....as a brick.

And the sand-castle virtues are all swept away in
the tidal destruction, the moral melee.

The elastic retreat rings the close of play as the last wave uncovers the newfangled way!

But your new shoes are worn at the heels...and your suntan does rapidly peel...and your wise men don't know...how it feels....to be thick...as a brick.

and the love that I feel is so far away!
I'm a bad dream that I just had today!
and you shake your head and say it's a shame!

Spin me back down the years and the days of my youth.
Draw the lace and black curtains and shut out the whole truth.

Jethro Loial

Eiii · « **Reply #18 on:** August 07, 2007, 05:38:35 PM »

I'm going to be the first to say I do not get the point of this freaking thread.

Magical-Tree · « **Reply #19 on:** August 08, 2007, 04:38:30 AM »

I don't understand it either, just smile and nod.

~MT