You said that you do not have time for this game anymore and would not care to download it at all. Meanwhile you became active on my talk on forums, you started answering my comments, you started to follow this thread daily, you didn't make it mentally against me, re-download the game, played an actual match/pug ingame and even organized a tournament. You did exactly, what you said people won't do when they are getting shlt on verbally. Look at you, you are Paintballs biggest bltch. You are my puppet. You do what I want you to do, you are my baldy bltch.
When I say something is going to happen, it’s going to happen.
Life changes, and people change. I was already playing q2 jump again, which is why I occasionally checked forums. I will say, your trash talk did initiate the tournament plan, but it was originally just a joke until I saw how many people actually were down to play. And then I realized, I miss this game - and if I can get people back for a few weeks or months, I'd love to play some matches. So, you were the cause of the originally intended meme post - but it was people actually wanting to come back that is the result of me playing again - not you. I have no ego in this game anymore. I don't care about if people think I am/was good or bad.
If I was gaming for ego, success, or pride, I'd go back to league. I was quantitatively in the top 0.05% of NA - something I can't claim on DP as it lacks quantitative data. I've won thousands of dollars on that game, I've received contract offers - that is where I'd be if my ego was what matters. But I quit that about 2 years ago now. I am a filthy casual now. I'll always try in games, but I really don't care about the outcome.
Anyways, can you just stop the "im the fookin best this is my kingdom' nonsense man. Just play the darn game and be a normal person again. Stop taking everything so serious and acting like in a year from now any of this will matter. Nobody is going to look back and go "Wow, I wonder what happened to that sqz guy, he was definitely the best player to play dp2!!!" --- Like, there's audience. Nobody watches, the game has nobody playing. Just have some fun and play. There's no "legacy" lol. When I look back on my time on DP, I don't look at who was the best, or how good I was. I remember the first time beating a top team as newbies, having to google chem's phone number and call his parents to wake him up for GGDPLeague finals, and the good times. I don't think of "proving I was #1!!" or any nonsense. It was like 5-10 years ago when I was raging on forums for ego, and reading those posts now it's embarrassing how dumb I look lol
